I'm aware the title doesn't make much sense, but if' we're addressing "sense making," then my general outlook and disposition right now don't, either...
It is so satisfying and fulfilling to co-habitate with my husband again! I'm really enjoying being "Susie Homemaker," and yes - I actually cook - kind of. But I'm going a little stir crazy. I'm not working, even though I've been looking for some sort of part time job that will accept me just until the middle of October. I really enjoy my free time, but I'm really missing Sydney. There's a Sydney-shaped hole in my heart and I think the only thing that will begin to fill it would be the prospect of one of my own. However, thanks to the United States Navy and their poopy schedule, combined with good ole mother nature, I'm beginning to wonder if it's ever going to happen.
"Oh, Brandi, don't worry...it will happen, just stop thinking about it!"
Grrr...If I had a nickel...
The truth is I have soooooooooooooo many people that love me and so many things to be thankful for, that when I really wrap my brain around that, it seems silly and spoiled of me to want for anything... Ahh, the contradictions of life.
So, there's the first post... still trying to figure out how this will work, what I want my "voice" to be...
Hmm- so far so whiny. Oh well, you'll get a more amusing post next time. :)
